I didn’t sit down. I couldn’t.

Celia did. She slumped down on the edge of the bed as if the years had suddenly fallen upon her.

—Twenty years ago —he finally said— I had a son.

First I felt strangeness. Then anger. After that, a kind of fear that tightened my chest.

—And what does that have to do with me?

She looked directly at me.

-All.

She told me that, at forty, she was married to Octavio Beltrán , an agribusiness businessman with money, influence, and a clean reputation on the outside, but rotten on the inside. Owner of land, contracts, political favors, and armed men. A luxury cage, that’s what she said her marriage had been.

When she wanted to leave, he wouldn’t let her.

When she became pregnant, she understood that the child would not be a son for Octavio, but an heir that he could control like just another piece of property.

“I knew that if I tried to run away with you in my arms, he would find us,” she said, now crying. “And if he found you, he would make you his.”

The word hit me before I could stop it.

With you.

I felt my ears ringing.

-No.

—Yes, Efraín.

-No.

—You are that son.

Everything inside me shattered.

I laughed, but not with laughter: with horror.

—You’re sick.

“I didn’t recognize you at first,” she blurted out, as if trying to catch me off guard before I exploded. “When I met you at the house, I just saw a good, intelligent, noble young man… and I approached him. Then I started noticing dates, stories, gestures. I had someone investigate. Eight months ago, I learned the truth.”

I looked at her the way you look at someone who has just set your life on fire.

—Eight months ago? And you still married me?

Celia lowered her head.

—I tried to push you away.

—Not enough!

“No,” she admitted, broken. “Not enough.”

I hated her for saying it so honestly, because it took away my comfort from simply calling her a monster.

—And the bodyguards?

—They’re for Octavio. He’s still alive. And if he finds out who you are, he can use you.

The phrase pierced me.

Not only had he let me fall in love, he had also, without saying a word, thrust me into the heart of a war he had been waiting for for twenty years.

“And my mother?” I asked, my throat tight. “The woman who raised me?”

Celia took a deep breath.

—She knew.

That answer ripped the ground out from under my feet.

-No.

—Yes. Her name is Rosaura. I entrusted your life to her one early morning. She was the only decent person near me at that time. She raised you to save you.

I couldn’t take it anymore.

I grabbed my jacket, left my keys, left the envelope, left everything. I left that room as if the walls were pushing me back. I walked for hours until I ended up sitting at a roadside gas station, still in my suit, watching trucks go by and wondering how many times a man can break in a single night.

I arrived home at dawn.

My mother was in the yard, feeding the chickens corn. When she saw me come in with my tie loosened, my face disheveled, and my eyes blazing, she dropped the tin can from her hands.

—Efraín…

“Tell me the truth,” I blurted out.

My father came out of the kitchen and when he saw us he understood everything without needing words.

My mother paled. She put a hand to her chest. And in a voice I didn’t recognize, she said:

—If Celia has already spoken… then get ready, because you don’t know the worst of it yet.

PART 3

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