“There she is, Miss Whispers herself.”
He always delivered it like a joke, something sweet, something that made people laugh without quite knowing why.
And sometimes, I laughed too. Because pretending it didn’t hurt was easier than breaking down.
So when I saw him again at thirty-two, standing in line at a coffee shop, my body froze before my mind caught up. Over a decade had passed, but the familiarity was immediate—the jawline, the posture, the presence.
I turned instinctively, ready to leave.
Then I heard my name.
“Tara?”
Every instinct told me to keep walking, yet I turned back. Ryan stood there holding two cups—one black, one with oat milk and honey.
“I thought that was you,” he said. “Wow. You look —”
“Older?” I cut in.
“No,” he replied softly. “You look… like yourself. Just more… certain of yourself.”
That unsettled me more than I expected.
“What are you doing here?”
“Picking up coffee. And apparently, running into… fate. Listen, I know I’m probably the last person you want to see. But if I could just say something…”
I neither agreed nor refused. I waited.
“I was so cruel to you, Tara. And I’ve carried that for years. I don’t expect you to say anything. I just wanted you to know that I remember everything. And I’m so sorry.”
No jokes. No smirk. His voice shook with sincerity. I studied him, searching for the boy I once knew.
“You were awful,” I said at last.
“I know. And I regret every moment of it.”
I didn’t smile—but I didn’t walk away.
We crossed paths again a week later. Then again. Eventually, it stopped feeling accidental and became something careful and deliberate. Coffee led to conversation. Conversation led to dinner. And somehow, Ryan became someone I didn’t flinch around.
“I’ve been sober four years,” he told me one night over pizza and sweet lime soda. “I messed up a lot back then. I’m not trying to hide that. But I don’t want to stay that version of myself forever.”
He spoke of therapy. Of volunteering with teens who reminded him of who he’d been.
“I’m not telling you this to impress you. I just don’t want you to think I’m still that kid that hurt you in the school halls.”
I stayed cautious. I didn’t fall for charm—but he was steady, kind, and quietly funny.
When Jess met him for the first time, she crossed her arms.
“You’re that Ryan?”
“Yeah, it’s me.”
“And Tara’s okay with this? I don’t think…”
“She doesn’t owe me anything,” he said. “But I’m trying to show her who I really am.”
Later, Jess pulled me aside.
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