“At first it was for therapy. Then it became a real book. My therapist encouraged me to submit it, and a publisher picked it up.”
“You wrote about me…”
“I changed your name. And I never used the school’s name, or even our town. I kept it as vague as possible —”
“But Ryan, you didn’t ask. You didn’t tell me. You just took my story and made it your own.”
“I didn’t write about what happened to you. I wrote about what I did. And my guilt… my shame.”
“And what about me? What do I get? I didn’t agree to be your lesson. And I sure as heck didn’t agree for you to broadcast it to the world.”
“I never meant for you to find out like this. But the love, that was real. None of it was a performance.”
“Maybe not, but it was a script. And I didn’t know I was in it.”
That night, I slept in the guest room. Jess lay beside me, curled on the comforter like she used to back in college.
“Are you okay, T?”
“No. But I’m not confused anymore.”
She squeezed my hand.
“I’m so proud of you for standing your ground, Tara.”
I watched the hallway light spill across the floor.
People say silence is empty—but it isn’t. Silence remembers.
And in that stillness, I finally heard my own voice—clear, steady, and finished with pretending.
Being alone isn’t always lonely.
Sometimes, it’s the first step toward freedom.
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